The strangest thing to understand is that there is no karma. There are no good or bad deeds. There is no punishment or reward. This is not the case. There is only an adequate need for any action in accordance with the deviation from the balance of the system. From harmony, if you please. Balance is the foundation. And then our lessons, tasks, aspirations are woven into the fabric of the universe.
And if an excessive tension arises in some area of this tissue in the form of tension that we create by our presence, then it is natural that it must be weakened so that the tissue does not break. We are simply learning to work with the system of the universe. And we each have a different level of development. It's like in school - in the first grade we use counting sticks to count, and at the university we already process the same numbers with integral equations and with the help of computers. Different levels of work with the same material. And a different level of explanation of what is happening. For many, the level of explanation now lies in the plane of the terms of the laws of karma. But there are those who are ready to go beyond such explanations.
Or do you really think that you are so powerful that you will be allowed to harm someone if it is not in line with the general development plan? Then, if you believe in this, then why don't you believe that you are allowed other liberties, only for your own good? Why such a one-sided approach? Think about it. Think about what harm is for you when you explain it in the language of the laws of karma. And you will understand that these explanations will revolve around your ego and around your physical body. And it will have nothing to do with your Soul and your Spirit.
It's just that what you believe in is one of the systems by which you explain this world to yourself, and to which you sincerely obey. The level of explaining the world through the laws of karma is the level of elementary school. And of course this level is very real and working. Moreover, there are even those who are called Guardians of Karma. At one time, I even went through the experience of communicating with them. But everything has its time. You don't want to keep counting on counting sticks, do you? So it is worth admitting the thought that the laws of karma are not finite and not fundamental. That the interconnection of the system is always two-way. And that you are not such a great evil or good. And it's worth looking at the whole situation. I understand that this must be approached somehow. But suddenly you succeed, and you will begin to understand already other laws of this world. Which, too, will not be finite, like everything else in this world.
Try to look at the situation not as a system of karmic offsets, but as the development of certain skills of your Soul. We are here at school and we have a program for our development. And there is a list of lessons and skills that we decided to learn. How, for example, I want to feel and absorb into myself what it means to be a janitor or director of a medium-sized company, or when everyone loves me, or does not love and despise me. Do you think there can be no requests for depressive states? Why? Our world is dual, but the system is integral. And your Spirit needs both right and left experiences for development. So I don't think you should be so overwhelmed by failure. And you just need to shift the focus to feeling the quality in which you are now. And it often happens that as soon as you assimilate these vibrations consciously, the need for them will disappear by itself.
Ps: Any way of explaining how our world works is just a way. It is a tool. It is suitable and convenient at a certain level of development. He will help you and give you stability while you master and develop at this level. But when you have already become stronger, it will restrain you from further development and destroy. So be vigilant. And always understand - you control the instrument, or it is you. And everything will immediately fall into place. And remember that we are on an endless journey. There is no end. New tools and new laws of world outlook will always appear. And personally it inspires me))).