Hello! This incident happened to me when I was admitted with a sharp attack of intestinal tuberculosis to the Moscow tuberculosis hospital in Sokolniki.
I underwent a very difficult operation, and after being in the intensive care unit for 5 days, I was transferred to the general ward.
But I was transferred practically in the state of a vegetable. Two drains protruded from the body and the body was barely holding on. The state was indescribable, I really did not want to live. There was no pain, but it was precisely the inner state of unwillingness to be on this planet.
I am not baptized, I don’t know prayers, but like everyone else, having found myself in such a hopeless situation, I turned mentally to Jesus Christ. I didn't ask to be cured, I just wanted to be taken away.
And then the most amazing thing happened. The chamber seemed to melt (at least I saw it that way) and a bright light began to spread from the ceiling of the right corner. Approaching me, he took on the outlines of a humanoid figure, which, as it were, took me out of my body and took me in her arms like a child.
At that moment, I became indifferent to everything that my consciousness possessed, touching this World. Everything ceased to be meaningful.
Judging by my proportions in the arms of this figure, it was about 5.5 meters tall (my height is 1.75m). It was so good and calm in her arms that with all my consciousness I felt that I was at home.
But having pulled me to him and held, as it seemed to me for a moment, the figure began to lower me into my body, looking at which I felt disgust and a terrible desire to stay in my arms. But along with the slow immersion (as a mother puts her child), I realized that I would be left in the body.
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As if slowly sinking into my broken body, I only had time to ask what your name is. And I got the answer: EL, maybe EL. And apart from his long androgynous fingers, I remember nothing.
Strange as it may seem, but immediately after this incident, I quickly began to recover (the doctor was very surprised). I was kind of charged to continue my life. The first half of it, unfortunately, was lived ineptly and stupidly.
After recovering, I began to search the Internet for what this name could mean. And I found it! It turned out to be the name of God, common in the Old Testament. There are its varieties El-Ellion, El-Olam, etc.
I have never even seen not only the Old Testament, but I have never even held religious books in my hands. But most importantly, my consciousness and my life have changed dramatically. I realized that you need to live here according to conscience and justice, and that it is conscience that determines whether we acted justly or not. Maybe even she is our connection with God.
After what happened to me, I noticed that not only was I not afraid of dying, but I was looking forward to it, although I understand that once they left me, then it’s necessary. Therefore, I do not call upon my death.
I repeat once again: I am not baptized, I don’t believe in the church, but I don’t blaspheme either, I’m walking in parallel, with the realization that there is something in this …
Author: Alexey
