Even in this way, we can only go deep into certain impressions. Then everything becomes even more blurry. The fact is that in our memories we rely not on real impressions of the past, but on the projection of these impressions onto our current vision and understanding of the world.
Remembering past childhood, and even more so infancy, looks just as paradoxical as trying to remember your dreams. Of course, trying to record the events of the dream and everything that we saw there, we make the unforgivable mistake of self-generating consciousness - to believe memories are true casts of what is happening in that reality. Do not forget that the reality of dreams, like the perceived reality of childhood, is the reality of images that reveal the architecture of the structure of our consciousness. These multiple systems of condensed experience, as psychotherapists would call them, or simply images with their rich associative rows, form the skeleton of our perception of the world, which we can only indirectly find through secondary manifestations in the everyday life of logical perception.
However, the image shows, as they say in wave physics, a superposition of states, thoughts, concepts. We do not see real people in a dream, events do not happen to us, we do not use speech, do not speak words, do not walk with our feet. Everything that happens to dreams has little to do with the everyday reality of the mind. All dream memories are born in the mind by the intervention of a suddenly appeared observer, who passes these images through the system of his worldview and experience and reduces them to events, words, impressions, etc. familiar to him in the language.
Considering the immersion of a person in the past through memories, we reduce the multivariance of children's consciousness to the world of objects and events of an adult, already unenchanted world.
Everything that a person does in the process of his evolution - makes the process of disenchanting the world in the fastest and most effective way. Even one's stay on Earth and in nature is viewed through the prism of survival in an aggressive environment. However, is it really so? The answer to this question may not be so obvious. After all, scientists should always doubt their surroundings, admitting the existence of completely different, probably even contradictory, hypotheses. Quantum mechanics, for its part, has presented us with many surprises for the ossified mind.
However, there is a mystery for mankind that can turn the usual worldview upside down - the mystery of the birth of a person and his consciousness. After all, hypothetically, it may turn out that the birth of a person does not occur at all in reality. All that we can know for sure about the birth of a person, we learn already at a conscious age and see this phenomenon from the outside, already loaded with an order of upbringing system based on linguistic units and setting a starting point for designating the reality of occurring phenomena, events, things and their qualities … In other words, growing up, we learn a system of interpretations and designations of the surrounding reality, which has the greatest detail, giving us the world we are used to.
By directing the arrow of time into the past, into the depths of our childhood, the interpretation system disappears, dissolving the boundaries between the entire surrounding world and recreating in a literal sense the unthinkable world of a single reality, in which it has its own logic, its own laws, its own worlds and its own identity, not based on erected reference points. It turns out that in reality it is impossible to establish objectively what happens at the birth and appearance of consciousness from the inside.
What we know about this and see from the outside as events taking place may turn out to be an actually erected illusion of knowledge, or rather, one of the uncountable number of projections of what is actually happening, just as nothing can be said about what happens to the particle or whether it exists before how the act of observation takes place. To say that a particle is at a certain moment in a certain place with a certain probability means not capturing the essence of the quantum state and the uncertainty of the quantum world.
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Assuming that scientists in their attempts to look into the nature of physical reality, peer into the structure of their consciousness, projecting the structure of logic into objective reality, set the spectrum of experimentally observed events. If the inner and outer worlds are a system of complementary and intersecting logical constructions and worlds, then the very formulation of the question of the reality of the physical birth of a person and his consciousness will seem not quite a correct question in the search for Ariadne's thread of the labyrinth of consciousness. Even the physical laws of reality and the existence of matter in time are questioned.
