This time I will share with you an episode from my life, which, I hope, will make many people think about human possibilities and the consequences of their unrighteous use. Read, think, remember. Maybe, comparing what I have told you with your life, you will take a fresh look at YOUR "deeds of bygone days" and you will discover a different understanding of the "strange" events of YOUR own life …
So … It was July 1991. I was 18, seven of which I regularly trained my mind and body, doing athleticism and martial arts in gyms, in do-jo or on my own in the bosom of nature. At that time it was the meaning of my life - I was improving my worldview and honing my fighting skills every day, once realizing one ancient Taoist principle: "Wherever you move, you also move to the opposite." Even then, I perceived life as the most interesting book in the world, which can be read, at the same time participating in the writing of its new pages….
… Although I didn’t deny myself the usual youth joys - I met girls and went to discos regularly. I had friends, of course, and there were also enemies. And wine, and cinema, and dominoes … In general, "nothing human was alien to me." Never. He was friendly and always saw only good in everyone he met, until he himself proved the opposite to me. Even then, I tried to minimize any potential conflict. Of course, there were no fights at all - a young business. But … Then I could not even imagine that someone REALLY wants my death.
… Having worked out all the necessary fighting lines in the kihon, I proceeded to hone the technique of strikes to the makiwara, which we, together with karateka friends, once installed in the center of a forest clearing, where our impromptu do-jo was located. In the warm summer months, we "rescued" there, training until the seventh sweat. Sometimes together, sometimes one by one … While working "gyaku-zuki", I suddenly heard loud moans coming from somewhere in the thicket, or cries for help. Stopping, he listened … Yes, indeed, someone is calling for help … it seems a woman. Determining the right direction by ear, I jerked off. I ran well enough, so I quickly covered a distance of about a kilometer. Then another three hundred meters … Then I suddenly realized that the distance between me and the sound source DOESN'T DECREASE. But … this cannot be!“Begging for help” simply PHYSICALLY could not move with the same speed, no matter whether she was running on her own or someone would drag her. Looking around, I saw that I was standing in the middle of the swamp and … one wrong move - and I would please into the swamp … The hair on my head began to stir. As if an electric shock went through my entire back. A strange feeling of uneasiness made my heart beat even faster. And there … somewhere in the distance - continued: "Po-mo-gi-te-ee …".
What is it?! With my inner instinct I have already realized that there are no “victims” here. Except me … I remembered my grandmother's tales about kikimor, goblin and water … Folk beliefs … Eh, maybe something of this REALLY exists?.. I'm afraid. Show yourself, evil spirits or perish …”The cries for help suddenly stopped. Downright STOP-FRAME. A deafening silence filled the space around … The surrounding reality acquired the signs of a single living being. Conscious and … merciless. There was a feeling that if I stayed here some more time, it would consume me. Forever and ever! The thought flashed in my mind with a bright flash: "RUN !!!" Another moment - and a wind rose so strong that all the vegetation around, including the trees, began to bend down. AND,if I had not jerked off with a "bullet", I would have been thrown into the very muck …
I ran back so fast that it seemed - my feet did not touch the ground. Gusts of "strange" wind overtook me like giant waves in a raging sea … Yes, the forest seemed to be the sea at that time and dense air beat in my back with the force of a sea wave! Moreover, hysterical female laughter was heard from behind. It seemed that an evil sorceress was sitting on the crest of an air wave and enjoying herself, she was working out her hellish abilities on me … Hahahahahaaaa !!! Ha-ha-ha-he-hee-ho-haaaaa !!! The notes of inhuman superiority and poisonous contempt clearly and with a certain mockery beat on the nervous strings of my soul stretched to the limit. Already on the run I noticed that it was getting dark. Like at night! This is in July and … at about five o'clock in the afternoon! Tin.
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I slipped through the training clearing with the speed of a cannonball … Here is the border of the forest, and there - through the "narrow-gauge railway" and into the town. Once on a section of the railway, I stopped. Catching my breath, I looked around … As if from one reality I got into another - light, as usual and … complete calm. Not a breeze!.. Squatting down, I listened. Around - everything is "usual, usual", but my heart is pounding wildly. So much so that I feel myself completely with my heart! Oh how!
… The danger vanished in the warm July air as if it had never existed. As if everything was dreamed! Hallucination … Slowly getting up, I wandered in thought towards the house. Not a single thought could explain what happened to me. And there were a lot of them in the minds! Nevertheless, I soon calmed down. The heart was already working in its usual rhythm. I just walked home and thought, thought, thought … Only when I was already approaching my house, only the hair standing on end in the forest reminded me of what I had experienced minutes ago and … the strange "look" of the sky above my head seemed to say: "DIE."
On that day, all my "home" went to the dacha. "Home alone" - I chuckled to myself, entering the orphaned apartment. Throwing off his clothes, "on autopilot" went to the bathroom. Took a contrast shower. Having had a quick supper, I went to bed. Passed out instantly. At night, the "adventures" continued …
I woke up from the fact that the door to the room slowly opened. Not completely. By a third … And with a disgusting creak. In the silence of the night it looked somehow threatening. Then the most incredible thing began - in the center of the door I noticed a movable black spot. It pulsed against the white background of the door as if it were alive, taking on the shape of a growing triangular spiral. It is triangular and … growing! This black triangular spiral began to fill all the space around, advancing on me as if it wanted to swallow me whole. The air became icy and dense. A moment later, I jumped to my feet and, grabbing the nunchucks lying next to me, began to scream out “eights” with them. I was spinning the weapon with such speed that I even felt a kind of energy vortex around, spherically protecting me from the impending black misfortune. Crushed whiskeya growing rumble appeared in my ears … How long it lasted, I did not realize. Only dawn I met in a fighting stance, watching as the mysterious spiral coils back to a point and completely disappears from my field of vision … That's it!
… A week later, I was taken by ambulance to the hospital with a diagnosis of right-sided pneumonia. I no longer wanted to live. It didn't matter. The attending physician told my mother that in a few days they couldn’t help me anymore … I spent several weeks in the hospital: droppers, injections, handfuls of pills, then therapeutic massage, physiotherapy and therapeutic exercises. Everything is great and I am grateful to the doctors for their invaluable work. They straightened my flesh. But that I was the FORMER - already DIED. Time dragged on … Days and nights passed … The desire to live came to me in an amazing way - together with the Jesus Prayer, which no one had ever taught me ….
… Twenty years later, I learned from my loved ones that one "madam" drunkenly confessed her sin and told that she hated me so much that she made a special conspiracy to die. I once met her, but we broke up. I guess I offended her by saying that she is unlikely to get married with her bad temper and incomprehensible addiction to witchcraft. Visited some "grandmothers", read "some" books and … hated everyone. And why and for what - she could not explain to me … or did not want to. After parting, she turned on one soldier from a military unit located near our town. I remember that I wanted to talk to him humanly and warn against such "love", but she did not give me such an opportunity, convincing him that I only want a fight. He ran away. And then he was severely beaten somewhere and he was taken to the hospital. I learned about this from the father of this girl, who believed the evil tongue of his daughter, who accused me of something I had never done. Neither I nor my friends had anything to do with that. Nobility and honor were not empty words for us. We honored the Bushido Code and were peacekeepers in our area. And they used their skills only to protect themselves and their loved ones….
Upon learning about this, I realized what happened to me IN THE REAL. And once again I was convinced that Life is multifaceted and amazing. And many phenomena and events of life are IMPOSSIBLE to understand at once and completely. What do you, my friends, think about this? Have you had similar experiences in your life? Write your comments, share your experience and … ALWAYS HELLO!