I wrote recently that I was looking for paper clips in myself, which do not allow me to fully restore the memory of who I am. Those. the reason for which she made a decision in this incarnation to close her memory. Yesterday, in one of my dreams, I was shown how this can happen.
The essence of the information is really scary. And it can really serve as a reason for many to abandon themselves, from the memory of themselves. The bottom line is that if you don't close your memory, leave full access to yourself, then you have a very powerful glow of yourself. It turns out such a power that with its vibrations will knock out all the plugs from the thin structures of the parents. If the parents have a strong bias, if the vibration alignment is extremely small, then this will either lead to a miscarriage - the mother's physics will begin to reject such a fetus. Or to the growing problems in the life of parents - in everyday life, in the physical, in the psychological component, problems will begin to occur. The child, with full access to themselves, will be their catalyst. What would not have happened on such a scale, had the memory been closed, the light of the essence was dimmed, and access to most of oneself, to the acquired skills, was closed.
Also, excessive luminosity in a 3D matrix will attract too much attention to itself, like a light bulb attracts moths. It is enough to remember the effect after powerful practices (eg energetic cleansing) to understand what it is about. Basically, there may be health problems and events, as discussed below.
I will not delve into the mechanics now. In short, then all the curvatures will be under the constant influence of accelerated vibrations. Which will lead to various uncomfortable situations. In the depths of consciousness, parents will know that the reason is in the child. And at the exit, the child in the most defenseless state will meet with all sorts of aggression. There will be no love and care - there will be cold and pain.
It is unlikely that all parents will have such an attitude, but I know for certain about several such cases.
And even if you have an open memory, this does not mean that physically you are omnipotent. All the poison of emotions from parents at the most vulnerable age will directly enter your nervous system. In general, such a hell on wheels.
And there will be a very strong temptation to leave such a world, which means not to fulfill what exactly he came to incarnate for. Understanding the complexity of the situation, and even more so, if not for the first time in this world, and you know the thinking and habits of people, then there is a great temptation to chicken out and close your memory. In any case, this is one of the reasons why this is happening.
And now I had a question - how much in reality I now continue to support this reason. The mechanics are such that if I correctly identified the moment to close my memory, I start working with this moment, through unhooking a paper clip, depending on the presence of parents in my life, on their love, their opinion, then reality will react very quickly to this, and will create such events that will try to consolidate me even more in all this.
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We had to wait 4 hours. Everything spun very quickly, unexpectedly and at a high pace. And this is good. I love loads. In the evening, a cousin unexpectedly arrives and asks me to go with her and her two babies - 6 months and 3 years old, to Krasnodar, and we are in Novorossiysk now. She needs to take the little ones to the clinic for check-up, but her husband's plans have changed dramatically, and he cannot go with her, and the next appointment and reception is possible only in a month, and the children are small - every day counts, and she alone cannot cope with them … In general, you need to go to get for examination tomorrow).
But, I'm not quite a person in terms of my reactions and decisions). I understand - emotions, excitement, all things …) But! I turn my attention inward. There is a reinforced concrete calmness. There is information that if I now behave, as is usual in such situations, it is customary for people to behave, then I will close a bunch of options for myself personally. I understand that I am not going anywhere, because I have no response inside to go - this is not my path of events in this case. I feel that the situation is just provocative and sham. I honestly say to my sister that no, dear, I'm not going anywhere with your kindergarten. Honestly, kindly. And she is not offended, albeit in a stupor.
At this point, my mom intervenes. And as a result, he leaves with his sister for Krasnodar. And I listen to spaces further. The voltage lines do not release. I know that this is only the beginning of the whirlwind. Inside is the knowledge that I am in space in my place. But now a strong movement begins along the perimeter.
Morning is coming. I get up as usual. There should be one at home. I live with my parents now. Mom turns out to be in Krasnodar, and dad had to go to work early in the morning. But dad is at home! In the bed! To the question - what happened, the answer - I CAN'T WALK ….. !!! How is it - you can't walk ?! He gave me severe dizziness. It all started at night. I tried to go to work. I barely returned home.
He couldn't even sit. I have eyes on my forehead. And inside there is silence. Not a real situation. I touch with attention to his head - to different zones. Deaf. I can't take any information. And the man is lying down. But for me it is only that the situation is artificial, which means that you cannot let your emotions in there. This is the very moment when the templates of reality are empowered through the emotions embedded in them to become manifest and take a part of life.
I understand that for my dad all my personal "nonsense" in my head will not give anything - he is really bad and scared. Then I begin to strike with my attention on his nervous system. I start asking questions - what are you going to do now, dad? What are your assumptions? Etc. Those. I don’t grab the phone, I don’t call the ambulance, but I start provoking the person himself to the vector of action, which is aimed at the exit, so that he himself begins to orient his consciousness towards solving the situation, join the exit process, and do not plunge even deeper into the scheme.
Itself, of course, at this moment the collective unconscious is hammering - you are a fool, you and your father do not understand what, why are you not doing anything ?! But I am not quite a person, because the collective does not live inside me, it lives along the perimeter and can only get inside when I believe it, when I give up myself, from what I personally know and feel. Therefore, I continue to ask dad questions in a calm tone, bring him a drink of water, because my knowledge informed me that he needs it now. And calmly watch what will happen next.
And then, an hour passes, and dad, as if nothing had happened, gets out of bed, goes to the kitchen, sits down and eats with appetite. And after that - he goes outside, in the rain with the wind, to breathe air))). And as nothing happened.
But, of course, in order to roll it over, reality took advantage of a real gap in the body. That's just to get to her, to her understanding, I could only after the whirlwind of the event came to naught, dried up. I continued to listen to the tension of space. I saw that my dad has problems with his neck.
I know that they will continue to provoke me to abandon myself, through artificial pity, sympathy, public opinion, which is always on the side of the weak, because there is no understanding that a person makes himself weak, that it is his personal choice to be weak.
And this is how the question rises squarely - and you are ready, seeing how your parents, your relatives find themselves in critical situations, follow yourself, sound like yourself, listen to yourself, and from this point to solve all situations, and not from the point of reflection on public opinion, and the usual patterns of behavior of the society in which you live?
Even in this small fragment of life, my mother told me on the phone - call an ambulance, and I said no. Because she continued to listen to herself.
And in such situations, in fact, it is extremely difficult to keep the internal signal. And here he is the very moment when they abandon themselves, from the memory of themselves - it is important for me that people close to me will think of me, their good attitude towards me is important to me. Everything revolves around this. It becomes scary to go through condemnation, alienation and emotional coldness, even if you are right a million times over in your actions. And you cannot be wrong when you hear yourself and know exactly what you are hearing.
Ps: I know different people who began to clean up the rubble in their thin structures, but when faced with reality, which by events formed the conditions for a clear choice - you confirm with your actions your choice to follow yourself, or you become even more entrenched in the previous curvature, moved into further consolidation in curvature. Here it is always worth remembering that if you are going to straighten something in yourself, then this something will resist it. And he will do it harshly in order to get the desired result for sure.
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There are cases when people left incarnation through deep meditations - they could not bear all the severity of earthly life, therefore some trance states were closed to themselves (including the memory of HOW and WHERE to return). Of course, there are other methods of physical self-destruction, but they are fraught with sticking in local spaces, and in general, wherever you go, you take yourself everywhere.
Often, multidimensional memory contains information that can harm both the wearer and those around him (e.g. technologies for working with planetary egregors, crystals, weapons, etc.). The carriers of such information often close it for admission into consciousness, so that it cannot be read until a certain moment, incl. in order to avoid unwanted contacts with matrix structures, for which they may be dangerous or pragmatic interest.
There are many memory cells in a person: it can be contained in the Spark, fields, crystals, bodies and even muscles (therefore, many people doing stretching or yoga may have memories or “insights” - answers to questions spinning in the mind). There are cases when memory is distributed among several members of the same team, and remembering occurs only during productive interaction. There is also a technology for distributing memory over "fake" lives (in reality, not lived, but available as memories) in order to bring the information with you through customs.
